I am having one of those days where everything is what it is and I am content with it. I am happy. Enjoying good conversation with wonderful people. A day where I am enjoying what it is to be a human. I have a beam of light shine though me today. Every thing in this day is making me happy. A song I've heard a thousand times is bringing me feelings of energy and excitement. A stranger in the car next time glances at me with a smile. I am having one of those days where I am a live and beaming. My coffee taste like the best cup I have ever had. I want to be interacting and loving. I am thankful for my beautiful days as a human, and how weird life is. I am thankful for the relationships that I have. To be able to interact with so many different characters in life, to be able to feel, see, and hear, to be able to walk, smell the fresh air, to be able to think and have good thoughts. I hope that everyone who has these days appreciate them. I know that I surely am. I think that when it comes to life, humans and relationships that it is messy- but that is what makes life worth it. The unknown, the trust and faith you have to have in it all.
Why are we here? Who really knows. When will you die? It could be tomorrow or in 50 years. The point is to know that nothing is permanent. Its scary, but beautiful. You are not perfect, nor is anyone. Be okay with making mistakes, be okay with taking risk, and be okay with being uncomfortable. This is where growth comes from. It is so easy to allow yourself to be sad and to feel negative and alone. Your mind can be a dangerous thing. But when you think of the bigger picture it makes certain things seem so small.
Not everyone you meet in life is going to love you, agree with you, and share in all of your opinions.We are all different, that is what makes relalthionships so healthy and important. Surround yourself with those who allow and accept you to grow, be around people who challenge and push you. Do not limit yourself in any way. You are better than that. Someone doesn't like you? Good that just means you are alive and radiating and truly being you.
You may not always be doing what you want to be doing. Going to school, studying, and working- it can be draining. It is probably not how you wish to spend your time. Change your view on it. Look at it like you are LUCKY enough to have a job, you are lucky enough to be able to get an education and further yourself. Every moment is important whether you view it as good or bad. That is life. Learn to find the simple joys in your day- be present with it all. I am not perfect. I have really bad days- where I feel like I am stuck in a lull. Its important to have these days though. They make the good so much better.
I love that we have the opportunity to meet people in this- to be able to connect and communicate. To know how to feels to love someone, how it feels to miss someone. These are incredible things. We are emotional beings and that is fine. Think of yourself as fortunate for having a pulse and being who you are. Things may not make sense at times but its all going to end up to be what it will be- so there is not point in trying to control everything. You cannot do it, its not possible. So instead absorb yourself in the unknown, in the scary feelings and thoughts. Just live.
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