I'm an adult

I'm an adult now... and I'm okay with it. 

( when you're hungover and get the essentials) 

I always have had a bit of a fear of aging, and I had the notion that adulthood meant a boring, mundane lifestyle. 

But let me tell you something beautiful. Life is defined by your definitions. With this mind set I have been embracing becoming a young adult. I'm 21, and I do adulting my own way. 

I may be blackout drunk at night, adventuring with drugs, partying, making dumb decisions but you can bet in the morning I wake up ( yes it is after 1pm) and I clean my room, answer emails, do homework. It takes me all day, and I complain and smoke about 1314 cigs, but non the less, I do it. 

I'm an adult.

Now I say when I come home, what I do, who I hang out with. Being this age, a 21 year old, free in Europe I am starting to see the beauty and freedom of being adult. 

It has its hard times but if I want eat a whole bag of Doritos, and drink 6 cans of coke, I can. 

The hard part of adult hoods like making the " right" decision instead of the fun one or easy one. Having to make sacrifices, part from friends, not have enough time with family, and deal with school. 

It is hard, and sad sometimes. But it is all apart of it, the transition happens to everyone. Might as well go with it, see the positives. 

I'm an adult.

Now, I'm going to go " study" aka watch Netflix for hours while my book it open on my bed, and then wonder why I have nothing done tomorrow.