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I cant get over the feelings I am having here.

First off being alone when I want to is so nice. I can go anywhere and be completely alone, its refreshing.

The friendships you build here are so intense though. Its indescribable.

We all have known each other 10 days and I feel like I have known these people my whole life, they are apart of me.

I always heard people talking about traveling abroad and I never fully got why they made it seem like the best thing in the world- I get it now.

My spirit is alive, its thriving, I'm on such a energy flow here. Seeing the world is what life is about.

Ive had so many moments here where I stop and I'm like this is so fucking beautiful. These moments and these people. How did I get so lucky?

We had a party at Ted and Nicolette's flat the other day. There were like 15 of us and it was a dream. I don't think  there was one moment where I was full on belly laughing.

The best way I can describe traveling abroad is expanding, and in every way possible. My mind, my comfort zone, my knowledge, my friend group, and my heart.

It makes all the problems and situations you had going on back home so irrelevant. I don't want to live my life any other way then how I am doing it.

My best Mate here is Euan for sure. He would hate that I'm blogging about him but he's a wanker and can deal with it ( Fuck off mate)

Our relationship is so strange. Ive known him 10 days and it feels like the saddest thing in the world thinking about saying bye to a friendship like the one we have. Our friend group calls us and old married couple. I don't think one day has passes where I have not seen him.

We just banter 24/7 its back and forth and so funny. It is so natural we never have to force conversation. He makes my heart so happy. The main reason I keep him around is because he cooks for me and feeds me when i'm dead hungover ;)

I feel like my blog post cant even explain what I am going through and that they sound all exactly the same, the point is- I most certainly won't be returning home the same person I was, and that right there is studying abroad.